How My Life Goes

Jan. 19, 2026

So, I'll tell you how my life went today and just imagine that for the usual vibe of my every day life. And mind you, some things I've been through are harder than I've experienced today. So, sometimes, it's worse.

I rent cars to maintain my living and I just finished paying my rent. I was so excited, happy even, and this post was going to go very differently until I woke up at 6AM. I wake up naturally at this time, but sometimes, it's earlier. Sometimes, I go back to sleep.

This time, I decided to check if I could extend my car rental. Plot twist (with obvious foreshadowing): I could not.

So, I scramble. I jump up and get my kids ready to make up money for another rental. I'm picking up rides, but there aren't any good ones. And then, I decided to stop by my ex husband's house to go potty...why? Cause when you are in a car all day with two kids and one needs to poop and the only other option is to go to a gas station/grocery store or your old house...you'd probably pick the bathroom you're comfortable with. He wasn't answering me since 11am and still hasn't answered, by the way. It's 7:05PM.

I start lowkey freaking because at this time (1PM) it's been long enough to start to worry if he's okay. I am banging on his door and he's not answering. I have to pee now and cannot hold it. So, I allegedly squat and y'know.

The day continues...

I finally get a decent ride. Not to get another car rental, God no. I didn't make enough today. I can get an Uber home though. That's good enough, I guess. And as I'm finishing this order, I message my "host" (dude renting to me) that I will be late. He's cool with it and gives me an hour.

Then, I'm returning the car and the last drop off ended at 3:40PM. So, to get my tips, I have to wait two hours and then I'll be able to Uber home.

Finally finish cleaning the car and we're sitting outside waiting for the time to pass. My dad calls. He says he's going to send me money! Look at GOD coming through with the come through. Per usual. 5:40PM rolls around my and my tips are posted and I book the hour and two minute long ride home.

And, by the way, still haven't gotten the money from my dad...but I'm hopeful.

I get home at like 7:02PM. It's 7:11PM right now and I'm still not sure where my ex/baby daddy is. I'm cooking dinner. I have no source of income and I'm hoping to resolve that soon. I have a month worth of living arrangements until next month! And, I'm fucking tired. But, that's my usual days.

Shit just keeps happening, and I just keep going.

And since we are talking about it. I've lost people in a day's notice. I've had to drive with a flat tire a mile and then get it towed and Uber'd back with my last bit of money I saved up that I used to also get a new tire cause the rental didn't have a spare. I've gotten arrested. I've been betrayed by my lovers, my blood relatives, and strangers. So, today was pretty mild. 🤣😂

Well, now I'll continue to tend to my children and enjoy my FORCED break that GOD gave me and I'll talk to you later. Thank you for coming to my Chyna Talk.

Busy Body

Jan. 16, 2026

I've been so damn busy! Like, I'm doing so much again...but is that new? This is literally my energy. When I'm alone and have nothing to focus on, I work.

I've actually been getting sleep, too. I'm just not posting nothing to tell people what I'm doing. If you find me, say wassup! Heh, I kind of feel like a beast just because of how I'm moving. Like, I'm not even mad that no one knows what I'm doing anymore. I used to post and try to promote, but that shit is dead.

And I think I'm seeing better results this way.

I guess what I'm trying to say is--I'm occupied. And I can't believe I'm saying this, but: twenty-four hours is plenty of fucking time to get shit done. I got kids. I got a full time income (cause technically it's not a full time nine to five job). And I got goals. Like, for anyone making excuses, don't. Make results, lil nigga.

Proud

Jan. 04, 2026

I did it!

I packed up all my shit from the previous living arrangements and I moved away! And, I did that shit by. my. self! Of course, GOD and many of the people with him in his heart helped me along the way. Thank you to everyone and everything that has helped me. But, I still feel so proud of myself. I cannot believe I'm keeping this up. It's crazy, honestly.

I'm working damn near everyday and I'm making shit shake. I need to achieve one more goal, but I'll have it. That's how I'm feeling lately. Everything I want, I get.

Omg, so I was writing this on December 30th and why I haven't started back up until right now. So, technically this is a new year post now! Happy New Year!

Yeah, so my tire became flat on the interstate and I had to climb a mountain to a gas station and then...I spent damn near all my money on a tow truck and a new tire. All this happened AFTER my son spilled all my laundry detergent on the living room floor and THEN i spent the whole new years eve (maybe like 30 minutes before mindnight) cleaning that shit up. AND! I'm still amazing. I'm still doing my big one. And I'm still ✨that bitch✨.

Well, I'm cooking mac and cheese for breakfast and I'm getting tired today. So, thanks for watching! I hope you have a great 2026. I look forward to what's ahead.

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